I miss being a person with energy, I miss being the person who went to the gym 5 days a week, I miss being the person who didn't need coffee to simply function or who didn't fall asleep at stoplights, I miss a normal hour'd job, I miss making dinner, I miss my clean house...not that I miss cleaning it per say but I feel guilty for how it looks 80% of the time now, I miss the sparkle in my eye, I miss being a wife, I miss being healthy, did I mention I miss having energy.....it all seems to boil down to that.
I'm just not me....the me I know I can be, the me I remember. I've been worn-out since May and very worn out since August....I've been sick....sometimes I really worry about that, but I would never let Thomas know it. I've been checked out....on here, in life, just in general.
Maybe winter break from school will give me a chance to re-coup......
Hey sweetie, I know you have a lot on your plate, and I know you're a Type A who can't help but take on responsibility after responsibility. But please take a breather if you have to. Stress can really take a toll on your health, and staying healthy is the most important thing for you and your family. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteI hope you get some rest soon Katie, we miss you too!
ReplyDeleteI know I am late to getting comments out- but I hope things are settling down & you are able to relax & take care of you for a bit!
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